As parents, we all feel a pan of guilt; going out and leaving our kids and having a night out/date night, anything that does not include them etc.
I would say for myself that it was not until my daughter got to the age of 2 that the guilt eased up; also for her first year she was breastfed which limited me at the beginning even with the help of a trusty Medela electric breast pump. I feel like I am getting off topic ,which is typical me. Well, on the topic of going out, New Years has never been for me in general, not since having a bad experience. I would say without my friend S helping me and joining me in my quest to live a bit more.I do not know what I do without her . This year everything was pointing to me going out more, between my mother waking me up offering to babysit before I had any plans, well solid ones anyway and my friend constantly asking me to go out. I had always said no, but finally I said yes. I feel like I am waffling on, but long story short, we had a great night, we ate ,drank & danced into the night. I got to pop one very Large Confetti Popper at the sound of midnight so I was loving life right there. However it was time for me to leave as I had work the next day, so back to reality but it worth seeing my little girls face when I I walked through the door. Venue: The Exhibit Balham.
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